Because HE can

Life sometimes makes things so difficult.  i am going through one of the tougher weeks that i have gone through in many years.  i have a decision to make, in regards to my family, that, either way, has no truly good solution.  i left the meeting i had today, feeling torn up and wanting to just crawl in a hole and await my demise.  MASTER helped me to find an attorney and while we were together, HE pushed me to be the good slave that i know i can be.  HE could have easily just let me work through my problems (as HE is a very patient MASTER), but HE told me that i needed to offer HIM something that might please HIM.  All of HIS toys were at a different location so i offered HIM my belt to use on HIS slave if it pleased HIM.  To say the least, it did please HIM.  HE made me squirt more than once with HIS hand inside of HIS cunt property and also decorated my ass quite beautifully with the belt.  HE stopped often after two, three, or four strokes and asked me if i had anything to say.  Each time, if i i had nothing to say, HE would continue with another two, three or four strokes.  i cried and blubbered like a baby and an emotional wreck due to the things that are happening and the truly stressful day.  During the beautifully painful experience, i had fleeting thoughts.  At one point, i thought.....does HE need to prove to me that HE will owns me even when other things seem to take precedence?  Really?  Of course, that was just that.....a fleeting thought.  i know that HE does not need to "prove" anything.  i have no question about actuality of HIS ownership of me and my true enslavement.  Now, i so appreciate the fact that even though controversy was tearing me apart, MASTER grounded me so wonderfully.  As usual, HE knows best and i  need to trust HIM and continue to trust HIM just the way i already do.  Wow, i love my MASTER, and now, hours later, i know that i can overcome the controversy and i also get the benefit of a sore ass.  Thank YOU, MASTER.