Thursday, November 24, 2011

Thanksgiving - a day to give thanks and try, again, to start anew.

i have been officially owned by my MASTER for almost 22 months.  i have learned a lot.  i have struggled at times.  i have "shone" as HIS property in service to HIM and i have almost been "non-existent" to the outside world at times. 

"Normal" life has caused many ups and downs in my life and i am trying hard to get back to where i need to be to truly make my MASTER happy.  HE is patient.  HE allows only what HE feels should be allowed.  Therefore, my absence, for say, has been because HE has permitted it.  i still have a long "fight" ahead of me with some family issues and i hope that they do not continue to outweigh my availability to the public eye in such ways as not being able to journal and show the world how much i love my MASTER and love to serve HIM. 

Today, thinking about all of the things that i have to give thanks for, i truly believe that, other than my children, the greatest thanks that i have to give is to my MASTER.  HE helps me be so much more than i could ever be without HIM and HE also takes me down so far to a level that i never dreamed could truly be achieved.

i am nothing, MASTER'S nothing, HIS to use as HE desires.  i am happy. 

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