giving up everything

i never knew how much i could actually give up to my MASTER.  Everyone has their own idea of what total submission/power exchange is.  i thought i knew what it was.  There is the obvious definition of MASTER has all of the power and the slave has none.  There is also the definition of MASTER can do whatever HE wanted to the slave, whether she likes it of not.  i knew that my destiny was to be a slave.  i do not know how to be anything else.  Being MASTER'S slave is "just right".  For the first time in my life, i am happy and complete.  There are many things within our relationship that i may not fully understand.  MASTER diapers HIS slave at times.  There are times that i truly understand it, i believe, and there are times where, to me, it is simply obedience and not much understanding of the concept.  That is, until yesterday.  i have, for some time now, given up all control of my bladder the instant the diaper goes on.  There are times where i cannot even get the tape fastened and i am already a soggy, pissy cunt for MASTER.  Yesterday, MASTER was talking to me on the phone and, as usual, i put my head to the floor after saying goodbye to HIM and my body just responded.  It was is i had no control over anything and the shit came pouring out, right into the diaper.  Usually, i am very uncomfortable if i am not clean at all times.  This time, being a filthy, shitty slave, for MASTER, was a truly happy moment.  Wow!  i cannot wait to see just how far this journey in slavery to my MASTER can take me.